I’m sick of being men’s play thing, no one actually wants to see more than my naked body, that is all they want from me, no one really cares about me, all they want is to get into my pants. I am a toy to their eyes and nothing more.

Seems to me you have two options:

1. Look inside and find the will to stand up for yourself. Raise your expectations and demand that your worth be recognized by anyone who aspires to touch you. Refuse to be an object of amusement for men incapable of perceiving your individuality. Or…
2. …find yourself a man who wants to do to your mind what everyone else wants to do to your cunt.

It’s time to choose your own adventure, kiddo.