i talked to my dom and he got extremely upset eith me and locked me in a completely dark room even tho he knows thst i am deathly scared of dark places 😭😭i dont how to lesve this because im scared he will hurt me more, any advice?
He is not your dom. He’s your attacker, and your captor. You’re being abused, and you didn’t ask for it. Nothing you have ever said or done for him justifies the current, untenable state of affairs. If he hasn’t already, he will soon begin cutting off your external support systems.
Those are first principles. Accept them, and accept them fast.
Your situation will only continue to devolve. Get some help. Immediately. Reach out to family, friends, a domestic abuse group, a women’s shelter, or the authorities. Do not allow any self-perceived culpability to deter you from asking for help… a thousand “yes”es can still end in a “no”. Once you walk out the door, never return alone, ever again.
You deserve a lot more than an orgasm. You deserve a life you can live.
Please get help, kid.