Heck I don’t even like my partner having to swallow my juices. But I always felt shamed because I don’t do it. Feel like maybe I am not as proper kinky as kink society deems it.
As someone who puts worse things than semen down girls’ throats, I would obviously be the wrong guy for you. My idea of a good girl does as she’s told and consumes what she’s given. She might cry and vomit into the bathtub, but she’ll do it.
But that’s the great thing… you’re not in a relationship with me! What I want doesn’t matter, and you’re not bound by my definitions. You’ve got nothing to be ashamed of… I have access to an unexpurgated copy of The Royal & Prophetic Utterances of Kinkos of Sadomasochia: Being An Account of What Is & Is Not Properly Perverse —the foundational text of BDSMery that dates back to the Ionians or possibly 1974— and it clearly states that people who don’t swallow are, inconveniently enough, still people. You’re allowed to be kinky in a way that doesn’t work for everyone. It only has to work for you.