I’ve never been into CNC as a concept. I’m not particularly invested in the idea that I Am Breaking All The Laws of God and Man… I don’t need to pretend I’m doing something against a girl’s will to feel like I’m controlling her.
Quite to the contrary, I’m happiest when she’s so helplessly enthralled that she begs for her own damnation. Ultimately, I prefer meta-consent… the idea that I’m given emotional power-of-attorney over someone.
I’d rather be God than the Devil.