I have just spent two hours just reading your blog, and I’ve come to the conclusion that I am really into it. Unfortunately reading how shy girls are not something you particularly find interesting, it’s got me thinking that if I want it I need to really go get it; but the fear holds me back; more so because of my body.. I definitely do want it so I need to get over this shyness and do something, not sure if there was any point to this
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Two hours is… not much, kiddo. The path you’re looking down so longingly will take you deep into unmapped territory, and leave you dependent on a guide who likes to get you lost and laugh at you.
It’s quite a thing to consider, sacrificing every single piece of yourself… so consider it well. Be patient, and make sure you know what you’re doing. But with that said:
If insecurity about your body prevents you seeking a place at my feet, then you’re missing the point. Because yes, I might find your body completely unappealing. So what? Are you here to be desired, or to be useful? Are you looking to settle for what you are, or do you want to be something else? Are you seeking attention, or a purpose?
You can improve your body, and better yet, you can exceed it. If the whole of… this… is actually for you, then you won’t allow your insufficiencies to be all I see.