Confusion
I still can’t understand why He picked me.
Why I didn’t have to wait for years like so many others.
I don’t see what He sees.
All I know, is to be grateful.
And not fuck it up.
He picked you because you proved you know your place. That you will give everything and expect nothing. That you will appreciate every moment… good or bad, thrilling or terrifying. That you will change what must be changed, and grow what must be grown.
And with the right modifications, you might even be worth looking at some day.
So yeah… don’t fuck it up, dumbfuck.