hooplecxnt:

I can’t stop thinking about the way he practically taught me how to breathe again when my emotions made me feel incapable to-

Counting me to breathe in deeply… and then out…

Then, the next day, how he smothered me with his hand until I was on the brink of passing out…

I can remember how joyous his eyes looked as he was taking the light out of mine,

and how my body began to involuntarily jerk and buck underneath his hand.

I learned one thing for certain… He is the one who gives me life, and he can also just as easily take it away

Every breath you take is a blessing, and every one I take away is a lesson.