Why do I want your attention so bad?.. I can’t tell if you enjoy watching me turn into a pathetic, begging mess, or if my anxiety is valid in me thinking I’m actually just annoying you… 😓

Lots of girls desperately want things they don’t deserve.

And I don’t think you’ve quite reached “pathetic” yet. You’ll know you’re there when you start sending asks that are basically just a list of your inadequacies and a request for me to identify which ones have rendered you irrelevant.