All i want is for someone to beat me, toss me around and choke me until i pass out. I just wanna feel like i have a purpose.
You’re telling me because you need someone to listen. You need to see someone react to the truth of what you’ve become without minimizing it, or rationalizing it, or ignoring it. In your cowardly little anonymous way, you need to feel exposed and judged for the depths to which you will sink.
Consider your prayer answered, dear cunt.