I stayed up all night looking at your blog and I realized just how much I can relate to it. I have only ever been with the man I married and have been happy and yet I look at all these photos of these women and the captions you include and I can’t help but think that is exactly what I want. You have a gift for words. I look forward for more.

I like the way you tell me you “have been happy,” as if you can already feel it slipping away. It must be quite something, to suddenly feel your feet trembling on a tightrope you didn’t realize you were walking.

Look down. I dare you.

Last night I came thinking about a group of guys raping me and killing me. Do you think I’ve gone too far?

I don’t know; maybe you have. Killing is a complete waste of a piece of ass, and basically something you don’t deserve. You deserve to live through your shit and find your place in the world. You deserve the time to learn to be what life has made of you.

If “what life has made of you” turns out to be “a cheap cunt,” hey, at least you can be the best cheap cunt anyone has ever befouled!