So, I’m currently in the process of cautiously reconnecting with an ex (if such…

So, I’m currently in the process of cautiously reconnecting with an ex (if such a thing can ever actually be done cautiously.)

This is somebody who always had a gift for speaking directly to the broken bits of me, especially the parts I didn’t want to admit were cracked.

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I took a little sabbatical from sending anons because it feels a little pointless…

I took a little sabbatical from sending anons because it feels a little pointless until I’m in a situation where I can fully devote and worship you. I’m just touching base to say that the work I’m doing in your name is going swell.

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hisblossom:

i’m happiest in denial

the aching, empty sensation that builds over weeks of edging.

having to rip my hands away at the very last second once, and then 2, 3, 4 times in a row… my eyes roll back, I forget to breathe, and whines of “no, no, stop,” come out of me when I get close.

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