One of my Doms rules are that we have minimal to zero contact over the weekend. He made it clear at the beginning of our agreement that we wouldn’t get feelings involved and I thought I could do it so quickly agreed but now I’m really starting to miss him when he’s not around.
God, I can’t stop myself from opening every single notification from your blog. When I’ve written you an ask it’s even worse but the obsession is always there. Even when I have told myself I am not a good fit for you and that it wouldn’t work, I still have an itch begging to be scratched that doesn’t leave.
I watched Attack of the Clones and Revenge of the Sith for the first time this week.
That was… not as bad as I’d been led to believe. Not good, mind you, but both are dramatically better than The Phantom Menace, which I dozed through in a theater back in ‘99, and couldn’t bear to rewatch via Disney+.
I’m old and thus don’t understand the broad appeal of things like Twitch, but I’ve got to admit, I actually enjoy watching expert Beat Saber players do their thing.
I have been messaging with a guy and he now has some control over me. I have to ask him to pee, send photos x times a day and send edging videos everyday. I like the structure, and he’s very comprehensive, but he takes some time to reply, and when I send him nudes and the edging videos he doesn’t pay much attention to them, it seems.
I’m a sub who married a vanilla guy who’s made it clear that he has no interest in exploring kink/fetishes (not his thing). Initially I thought I could live without my kinks because I love him but am now realising it’s a part of who I am and the fact that I’m denying that part of me to keep him happy is making me grow resentful toward him.
Hey, folks. I thought I’d introduce you to this chick I know. Her name’s Cindy… she’s a foreign exchange student who came to live with me over Christmas.
I’m not exactly sure how old she is; somewhere around 15, I think.
